Doth My Love Beit He?

• Artist: Suitachi
• Description: A short I wrote for another site, but it isn't getting any views...It's a story that shows what Tai thinks of Riku, really, or what her outer image is because of him. And to explain, Tai is my own character for various Kingdom Hearts stories.
• Date: 08/15/2008
• Tags: doth love beit riku

I garb myself in blue and yellow to create me in his image. I, like he, am strong and kind, and wear a smile on my lips. Just as he I fight for good, and just as he I fight the bad. But just as he I question who I am.

Who am I? What am I? What's my purpose. Am I good or am I bad?

The frown I hide behind my smile, the bright yellow I only wear to brighten the cloudy day. I don't feel good, not once at all, the black is creeping at my being. The gloves I wear hide the scars of hurt, the bangs I use to hide my eyes. No one can see that I am sad, and no one can see that I am nothing.

I garb myself in blue and yellow to create me in his image. It is he I look up to and only he I cherish, but it is he that looks down upon me because I am not me.

I am him.

I strip myself of the blue and yellow and instead replace with black and grey. Who I am, I do not know, but who I was, was he. He hated me for being a clone, but would he love me for being me?

I hope so.

So I hide my smile behind my frown, and I wear grey to dim the sunny day.

Was this really such a good choice?

Now he glares at me and tells me nothing. Now I am nothing, who used to be nothing more than a clone, now nothing more then a shell. I hide my eyes behind my hair, because, well, I am sad.

Because, well, I loved him.

Comments

[Suitachi]

Ah, Tai's not really a "clone", she just trying to be just like him, so being a clone is something metaphorical, I guess the word is. ^_^;

[Tenko72]

This is some short, but nice, fanfiction. I like the use of repetition. I don't understand how Tai's a clone if Riku's a boy. Will that be explained?