• I’m too nervous. It’s my first time and yours as well. I don’t know why I ever agreed to let you do this to me. How could I have been so stupid? I’m cold, alone, or at least that’s how I feel. But I’m not. You got all your friend to come and watch. I rub my arm and slid away from you.
    I don’t love you anymore. I thought I knew but I didn’t and never will. So I hope your happy. You were too afraid. You were always too afraid. You tried to drown me but no, you couldn’t do it. All because you were too afraid. I don’t know what I ever saw in you.
    I needed to get away, be comforted, relieved from myself and you said you had the answer to everything, to all my problems. But you didn’t, and you still don’t. I walk away dripping, no soaking wet. I’m trembling and crying. My tears you will not see because they are disguised by the water dripping from my hair.
    I wonder why you haven’t come after me like you always have done when I walked away from you. I don’t turn back, I never will return to you. I never will know what love is. You were all I had and now your gone. So what will I do now? I guess I’ll go into hibernation. Yes, that sounds good. So I bid my ado’s to you and your friends forever. I don’t wish you the best of times. I don’t love you anymore. I hate you so much. Goodbye.