• What do you call this feeling? I can’t last more than two minuets with these people. Such feelings make me sick, forces me to grip my fist to with draw my anger, to hold back from completely going off the edge. Blood drips down my chin, from where my teeth pierce my lip, to keep from falling off my sanity boat. What do you call these feelings? Some days I feel as if I shouldn’t resist, like I should just jump from my boat, slip off that edge. What do you call these feelings? Those days it’s too hard to breathe, it’s too much work to keep myself alive. How can u explain it? I feel as if I should just give up, quit, and who knows? Something good could come from it. How do you explain the feelings no one else understands? But even though it’d be easier to just forget every thing and lock my sanity away in a box, some days I feel that I must fight the emotions that such feelings spread through my body. How do you make other’s understand?
    What do you call these feelings?