• The man in new zealand tried to find his lost sibling. He knew that he has sibling. The day before his mom pass away he was been told that he has a sister in netherland. When his mom still young she has a boy friend ( my dad ), the two of them love each other but their parent not agree with their relationship, but the two of them still enforce they relationship till they married ( of course their parent not know about it ) and then the two of them live happily in small city near rotterdam and have a daughter. And then someday my mom parent know about it and know where my mom live. in the middle of the night her parent come and took their daughter and she kidnaped her daughter and she said she had killed her. My mother very shock and depressed. 6 years after that incident my mom and my dad went to new zealand cause my dad got a job there. And then two year after that I born in new zealand. She knew that his daughter still alive when she heard her mother ( my grand mother ) is sick very bad. so my mother come to netherland to visit her and my grand mother said sorry for what happen that day and told to my mother that her daughter still alive but her daughter not with my grand mother anymore. And not long after that my grand mother pass away. My mother tried to find her daughter but before she find her she pass away and told me to find my sister

    So I went to netherland ( o ya I forget the man is Kees Snoek ) to find my sister ( her name is Nadia Snoek ). To find her where she live now, I come to my grand mother house and I found that she was in Middelbare Meisjes School Mecklenburglaan before she leave my grand mother and went to university, so I check her school to know which university she is. but I can't find it so call anybody in her class when she was in high school to find where she is now. One of her friend told me that she is not going to university but he went to Amsterdam to find a job cause my sister won't be my grand mother burden anymore, but when I ask where in amsterdam she live, her friend doesn't know. And then I went to amsterdam. I think she will be live in the apartment for the first maybe till now she still live in apartment, so I check every apartment in amsterdam to make sure that she live in amsterdam that time. When I check to some little apartment, the caretaker said that my sister was there but she has move. It make me sure she still leave in amsterdam cause she not in grandma house or in her friend house and the caretaker said she work in some restaurant in amsterdam, so I think she maybe has her own home. So I check every restaurant in amsterdam but no one don't know her ( she is a waitress ), my search stuck, I don't have any clue where she is.

    Have been 2 weeks I am in netherland and I can't find her, what can I do now is go to bar drink some "water" and then going go back to hotel or back to my grandma house. every day that thing become my habit here. O ya I have a girl in amsterdam who always drink together in the bar, I think I falling in love with her. She said she is a strip dancer in some night club in amsterdam, whatever she is if she kind and care to me I won't feel " yuck " to her. her name is Tanya. sometime I sleep in her place, yeah sometimes it feel lucky so I'm not have to stay in expensive hotel in here lol lol . Of course I have tell her why i'm here, but she doesn't know to

    Now have been 3 weeks i'm here. Still no clue. I'm almost give up to find her. I hope everything is fine for her. If she happy in here that enough for me. But someday I very shock when I'm in tanya's place, when I came to her room I find some photo that familiar when I remember it's the photo of my sister when still in high school. When I ask her (I'm sure u now the answer ), she said that it's the photo of her when she is still in high school. But why she said she don't know about her when I ask her about my sister, although I just give her my sister's name that should be enough. It unbelieveable she forget her name. When I ask her what her name, she said her name is Tanya Aalbertje. " Why it's different" I think. She said her grandma told her that, and grandma said my mother pass away when she born. So I tell her the whole story.

    I'm very shock, when I remember what have I done to her this past two weeks. I can't face her and say anything to her. I ashamed for everything that has happen. I just run away and back to new zealand without saying anything

    it's about 6 months I never contact her. And now i'm ready to face her. I come again to amsterdam, then come to her place but till morning she not appear so in the next day I came to some nightclub that she work in. But I can't see her, so I came to her boss and her boss said she has move that she will dance everytime. And I follow him to the new place she work now. he stop at some park and pick some flower and walk again then stop in her new place and give the flower to her. What can I do just cry loudly and I said " Why I'm so ******** late "



    because her new place to dancing right now is in heaven. the boss stop in cemetary and drop the flower on her grave. Her customer kill her cause her customer not satisfy with her service