• Im in a white room with tube coming from my nose, arms. No one is telling me what happened. Where am I? how did I get here? When I try to say it you people don't hear me. Mom, Dad, Brother, Family why are you crying im ok. Right? I can hear you but you can't hear me. Someone tell me what the hell is going on!!!! Im scared wheres my teddy. Hes not here. Mom where is he? Someone tell him im alright!!! Someone please answer me?
    I fall asleep but I can still Hear wispers. Im scared. I never been so scared. I feel like im nothing. Like you all don't care. It silent I think you guys left. why? oh wait I hear mom talking to someone.
    " Is she alright? Please tell me I can't lose her Wen!"
    " Don't worry she is alright she can't talk. The doctor says she can hear us but she is sleeping."
    " what happened i tried telling mom but she said to tell you."
    " her asma got to her her lung is full of mucues and the other long is half way. If we didnt take her to the doctors she would have died."
    I cant tell who she is talking to all i know is that is a deep male voice.
    " can i talk to her privitly?"
    " yes you can"
    mom left NO!!! dont leave MOM! i hear footsteps come near me and lean against my bed.
    " Azz?"
    I know that voice anywhere it could be a mile away and i still know who it is. My TEDDY. I wake up to see him looking right at me.....Crying....Teddy dont cry im ok. I see a teddy on the table.
    " I got that for u anytime you need me and im not there hug it that will be me all always be with u"
    I never did this before not in front of him not in front of anyone.. I cry. Teddy leans in and give me one of his teddy hugs.
    " Everything will be alright all I care about is that you are alive. Do you know how much you scared me and everyone eles. Im in New jersey and i get a call saying you are here. I called my mom every 5 min to see if you are alright, I had to leave work leave my girlfriend she told me not to come but we are talking about you here."
    I now know that im ok my teddy is here to make me better. My Cousin the oldest one. Here with me. i dont treat him like a cousin I treat him like an older brother because i know he would do anything to make me safe.