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When you came into our family,
I was filled with joy and excitement; now that I am a big brother.
Yet all the attentions went to you;
Mother and father's love took away from me.
When you came into this world, all that I have now belongs to you.
Envy and anger, joy and happiness.
All of these I have experienced when you came into this world.
I am the brother of the little; I must protect you even though I envy you.
It is my mission when you came into this world.
When father left us, it is you and I who cried.
Now that mother is the only one who'll grow us, I must become strict to make you perfect,
but you refuse to follow me. You called me "demon", I punished you, yet mother punished me.
I now realized that all their love and care are yours alone.
Now that we have fully grown, you and I have different lives.
I became a chef and you became an honorary soldier.
The hotel that I work on invaded by the man of black.
Your job was to save us all in the hotel.
When you came in, I directly became a hostage and threat.
"Kill yourself if you don't want your brother to be killed"
"Don't listen to him", I said. "Take my life instead!"
You're confused of what to do, your hands were shacking until it stopped.
You look at me smiling purely and shot yourself.
Grief and sorrow, sadness and guilt.
All of these I have experienced when you left into this world.
I am the brother of the dead,
I wasn't able to protect you because I am weak.
I failed my mission when you left into this world.
I am now in front of you, filled with guilt.
I knew this would happen, yet I've never wish this to happen.
When you come back into this world.....
........I wish to correct my ways........
- by Aransadorien |
- Fiction
- | Submitted on 05/26/2009 |
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- Title: Brother of the Little
- Artist: Aransadorien
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Description:
I wrote this when gf got mad at her big brother. I try to understand her big brothers feelings. So this is a story of how is it like of being a big brother to a little sister in their case.
Majority of these part are true 30% are false.Though the brother is selfish and very confusing ending, all of these just pop out of my mind and I don't even know why. This old title was "When you came into this world" - Date: 05/26/2009
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Comments (7 Comments)
- Random Nobody 13 - 10/05/2011
- very nice
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- Aransadorien - 11/25/2010
- Thank you ^ ^
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- morticia45896116 - 11/14/2010
- so awsome and touching
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- Escherion - 05/28/2009
- awesome
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- Choco Leibniz - 05/27/2009
- Charot...
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- darkobsidian1 - 05/26/2009
- T-T so awesome and touching
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