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He sighed and scooped me up he laid me on my bed and kissed my forehead. He walked out and a minute later a knock was on my door…
Ben’s head peaked through and he smiled. I blinked and smiled, he came over and sat on my bed. I wanted to ask him everything but the words wouldn’t come out so I just threw my arms around his neck and cried. His hands rubbed my back, “Jay-Jay, are you okay?”
I buried my face in his neck and whispered, “I don’t even know… how bout you?” I pulled away and wiped my eyes. And looked at him as he shrugged, “Eh, ya know…learning that immortals and mystical creatures exist kind of freaks a person out. How come you never told me?” Stood and was ranting, “You’ve been dating whats his face for like two months! You dyed your hair, went to France! For God sake jayne you now have a special ability! I feel as if I don’t belong!”
I couldn’t believe I heard this from this mouth, his mouth, “Ben, calm down. Think of how I feel.”
“I do, you probably feel some kind of luck…I would love to have this power. Ya know like you-”
“Ben…I’m sixteen! Don’t go thinking this is some kind of blessing…it’s a curse, I can never be normal again.”
His mouth closed and looked at me, he was processing everything, “Jay-jayne im-”
I moved my hand, “No, I don’t want to hear im sorry, I just want you to realize that this is not what you want.”
He nodded and came back and sat down, “Jay-Jay I’m here for you.” He was always so sweet, I hugged him.
“Ben… why do you hate Damon? Why does he hate you?”
He looked shocked, “How do you-”
“Ugh, Ben I’ve known you for a long time…I can read you face. Tell me.”
“Well…you remember the day before the two weeks of vacation?” I nodded, “I met him then he was pretty chill and we hung and when we came back to school he saw you and was staring at you. I hit him and told him don’t stare at you and he brushed me off. When you didn’t show up for the rest of the school weeks and I saw him he was asking more questions about you and then he.” He breathed deeply and steadied himself and spoke through his teeth, “He said you to were dating and he loved you. He told you and you told him no. He said that he…he would make you love him.” I was so shocked I stood up and Ben grabbed my arm, “I know he didn’t make you, you are to strong willed…I just hate myself cause I wasn’t man enough to tell you I loved you…but I know you already know I love you…it just I think I always will hate him but I will always be here for you.”
“Aw Ben!” I hugged him and I stood up, “I’ll be back.” He walked after me and I stumbled a little but found Damon in his room, “Damon…we need to talk.” He sat up and looked at Ben.
He sighed and shook his head, “You told her?” I looked at Ben to see him shaking his head, I pushed him out of the room and shut the door, “Yeah he did. Look Damon why would you-”
“I’m sorry Jayne, I didn’t mean to. I was just upset and she was there-”
“WHAT?!”
He looked puzzled, “Uh what did he say?”
“That you said you were going to make me love you. What were YOU TALKING ABOUT?!”
“Oh..um..haha…you see I was upset so when I saw Jess I knew she was in love with me so I walked up and kissed her, and well one thing led to another and we were making out…I’m so sorry.”
Tears watered in my eyes, “Really? Why does this happen to me? I mean I was in love with you, you weren’t going to tell me this.” I looked at him to see him just looking at me, “Oh God, you weren’t going to tell me were you!”
“I’m sorry?” It came out as a question.
“Get out, don’t come back… I’ll call you only if we need your help, and don’t count on it.”
“Jayne, its just a bump in our relationship. We are going to get through this.”
“No. Leave.” He sighed and walked to the door.
“Jayne please?”
“You had the mordacity to just lie to me and then not even say you were going to tell me! GET OUT! I knew I should have never trusted you after you tried making me love you, leave.” I faced the other way and he left and I knew I would never see him again…it was like Buffy and Angel, their love was what they wanted but it could never happen. I sat down and started to cry, this was an unexpected pain. Through all ive been through this is one of the worst. I heard Emma and Ben come in, I turned around and they came towards me. They both hugged me, “I’m sorry Jay-Jay.”
“Jay, look you have us.” I just cried and hiccupped, “Yeah im glad to have you guys… I just feel so horrible.”
“I know.” They whispered simultaneity. After a while I stood up and brushed myself off, “Hopefully nothing else bad will happen.”
“Jay, I think you were right about your life being a dramatic movie…this is more then anyone… normal could have in their life.”
“I know.” I walked into my room and laid down, I grabbed my movies and picked out season one of Buffy the Vampire Slayer and put it in the dvd player and watched it…
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- Title: The Unexpected Pain
- Artist: Dancin In Heaven
- Description: HOnestly would you make the decision Jayne does between Ben and Damon? Sorry if you liked Damon but I was like why the heck is he here? He isnt doing anything...anyway here ya go.
- Date: 09/05/2009
- Tags: unexpected pain
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- Ceaseless_Guardian - 09/24/2009
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bravo
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- XxR A W x M E L O D YxX - 09/13/2009
- oh...uh...liked him at 1st....eh....HE SUX CRAP! hehe=)
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- Sylve - 09/05/2009
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I LIKE DAMON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *goes in a corner and cries* - Report As Spam