- It had been a late night just like all the other nights. I was completely stoned and drunk walking up the stairs with a guy that I really didn’t know. I felt like I was about to puke. I was at a party of some girl from my school who’s parents where gone for the weekend. As we made our way down the long narrow hall the loud music began to fade away. He had now opened the last door to our right, led me to the bed, and pushed me down onto it. I was giggling the whole time as he did all of this. He got on top of me and was feeling on me, I was laughing even harder now, but then I turned my head to the mirror that was up against the wall. I became silent. I didn’t recognize the girl in the mirror. Her hair was a mess and she had on heavy makeup, but you could clearly see the dark shadows under her eyes. She looked like she was in her 20s and had been clubbing a lot. I couldn’t believe it. I pushed back. “No!” I said looking up at him but he kept going ignoring my comment. “No… stop!” I said louder and pushed back even more. “I thought you wanted me, didn’t you?” He said. I tried to get up but he had me pinned down. I didn’t know what to do so I did the only thing I could do. Screaming as loud as I could, I hoped someone could hear me. Just then one of my friends that had been at the party come bursting through the door, she walked toward us and pushed him off me. “I was worried about you so I came to check.” By now the dude had back off but still said, “She wanted me.” She glared at him, “That’s not what I heard.” She grabbed for my hand but I pulled away. “Don’t touch me!” I cried out, tears shimming down my face. She just turned and looked at me. They both were just looking at me. The awkwardness was killing me. I was so confused and scared that I just ran out of the room and went downstairs. I worked my way through the crowd to the front door. As soon as I got out the front door and I started to run again. It was hard to run because of how drunk I was but I keep on going. I made my to the gas station that was a block or two away and I finally did what I wanted to all night, I threw up.
- by runawaykitty25 |
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- | Submitted on 09/08/2010 |
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- Title: Addiction Beyond Drugs: Part 1
- Artist: runawaykitty25
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Description:
This is about girl who has gone through some hard times. To get away for from her abusive alcoholic mom she moves to her aunt. Now with a chance to start over she has finally decided to change her ways.
*Please ignore all spelling mistakes and errors. I’m not that great of a writer. THANKS!* - Date: 09/08/2010
- Tags: addiction beyond drugs part
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- Morgan dark - 09/09/2010
- This something I'd LOVE to read more of. It's great!
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