• This is a story from a "Everything is okay." boy.


    First year at high school

    When I got out of primary school, I thought "Yay! I'll take on everything!". Yeah, I was happy back then. It all started going well, I hanged out with my best friend most of the time and made some friends from my whole new class. I got to know them alright, but I didn't actually talk to them much. That's what you get for being too shy. I should've just go and talk to them while I still had a chance. But no, I never did.
    Time passed as things started to get more clear. It all was good, but there was this one guy that just didn't leave me be. He kept calling me things, telling peopple about my personal things and soon everyone in school knew who I am and how weak I am. Yes, Weak.
    Not too long before christmas, this guy came to me with 2 others. I didnt know who the 2 others were, but I knew they were up to no good. The guy I knew was rather small, I could've beat him up anytime. But with those 2 other big guys it was impossible to even try. And, as always, the small guy started to call me names and otherwise that it ould make me mad. Of course, I lost it soon. I tried to punch him, but the 2 big guys pushed me back and the small guy continued to call me things. It was like that the rest of the 1st year.
    After christmas, the guy left me alone. At least I thought so. In the last 2 months of the 1 school year, he started asking soome personal things from me. I didn't answer of course. I knew he would just tell the whole school if I told him anything. He kept trying, but I always refused. He once tried to offer me candy if I told him. No, I refused. After that, he left me alone for the rest of the year, which was a good thing.

    Second year in high school

    That autumn was warm, warmer than usual. I thought that "This time, I wont let that idiot humiliate me again!". But as always, I was mistaken. Two weeks after the school had started, he started bullying me with some other guys. Nobody usually payed attention. Although, once this guy was so foolish to come and say things to me alone. Of course, I got mad and smacked him in the face. The guy then went crying and told a teacher about it. I explained what he had done to me last year, but with no result. I got all the detentions and things from when ever I did something to the small guy, but he never got anything when I tried to tell a teacher about him. Unfair, isn't it? The teachers either thought I'm just a crybaby, or nothing ever happened.
    Although, after christmas, it had been quite well. Nothing much happened after that. At least nothing interesting.

    Last year in high school

    This year has been very chilly, or should I say icy. I hoped that this year would be better, but it was completely something else. It was like living hell! Everyone was against me! Teachers, other students, classmates, Everyone! Nobody ever listened to me, and when there was some group works, Nobody ever wanted me in their group. And if they did, I had to do all the work and they could just fool around. In the end, what did I get from my hard works? Nothing but a tap on the back.
    And thats not all. I couldn't talk to anybody, ever. They either shushed me, or ignored me. I couldn't stand it. I once thought about suicide, but I never did it. I just couldn't.

    And yet, here I am, about to finish high school. I hope everyone else had fun time bullying me and making my life go bad.



    That "Everything is ok." boy is me.