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Day in Day out,
walking those halls alone
People holding hands,
hugs and much more being seen between them
Always alone,
Dark and depressed
Struggling day by day to keep my head up,
but failing in the end
I see you again,
The one my heart yearns for
you give me a hug
and walk me to class
But in the end I'm still alone.
When i reach for you,
I wounder if you want to let go of her hand and reach for mine
You complain about her,
yet you say you love her and couldn't live with out her
I'm happy for you, Really I am
Then why do i still feel the stab at my heart
I know you like me,
I've been told by many
And even by your self,
You've told me many time you like me
And yet I'm alone.
When i see you with her,
I can't help but feel a stab of sadness
I don't know why ...
I can't help it ...
How i dream of you,
Yet your blind to me
You don't see my heart beating wildly when i see you,
Or the way I flush red when you hug me
I tell my self i shouldn't like you,
That i need to give up
And yet my heart will not listen to me,
and it knows what it wants
So I will reach out my hand this one last time,
Hurry please for my wrist will bleed soon if you reject me
One last time will i lean over the cliff to you,
Will you risk everything for me
I think not ...
I'll always be alone
I'll die alone,
and then I'll still be alone
My hearts shattering more every day,
Won't you stop and heal it before it's to late?
I'm alone my heart bleeding,
Please don't leave me
I'm afraid to die alone,
*reaches out hand* You choose ...
-Fin-
- by Emily Ducane |
- High School Flashback
- | Submitted on 02/26/2010 |
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Comments (2 Comments)
- The Serene Artist - 02/05/2014
- You are never alone. Distance your feelings of him and do a little self discovery. That time should be about working hard for your future. He's just a little hiccup in your success and leading you on. Its time to let go, heal, and move on.
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- killer cat64 - 02/26/2010
- omg I understand your feelings, actually I'm in it right now.
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