• I have a friend she thinks of me like a sister but sometimes I think she uses me to get away from her own pain she only thinks about her own self when I told her my big secret everybody knew but her afterward she then said how come she wasn’t the first to know and with that my last shred of truth in her faded I don’t lie to her but now I feel I must force a smile on my face but his time no one can identify the sadness within me but a few close friends now i have no trust its simple how friends can be lost and gained stare neutral