• Why do i never learn? I am not smart,strong,loveable,nice,or good,i always feel bad. Sometimes it feels like no one cares about me. I always try to have a great future,but i dont think i will because no one gives me a chance. all i useually say is "f*ck hope",because i never have hope.

    I sometimes always think about other people dying slowly painful deaths because no one thinks i have feelings. It always feels like my life is over but it never is. Sometimes i can't even WAIT for the end of me. And some of you are thiking,"I hope you end soon too dumb @$$",and it really ticks me off. People always trys to break me to commit suicide,but i just have too much pride to do that.

    My life is almost completly bullsh!t. Tell me people on gaia...am i not right? Do we all deserve a chance to do what we want? I always feel pain,stress,and anger. I know some of you don't like what im saying but im practically never fine,great,happy,or jolly. Im only decent sometimes. Sometimes i feel like nothing but a can thats left out on the street that people kick and run over. Most of my life is only abuse and being used. And most people only care about themselves never helping other people. Just to tell every gaian that reads this...i will help you when you need help because i care....I CARE!