• i close my eyes as i begin to dream.My heart wont stop,its raceing,running wont stop.Never stop. i open my eyes to whats infront of me.not knowing what it is , i close my eyes and begin to dream, dream of what my life is now. Worthless,painless,fearless,nothing.all of a sudden my life is nothing never will be anything.i open my eyes once more to whats infront of me.black,all black ,no color just a painfull sorrow.......not knowing what is to come,everything in my path gone, life gone, love gone, nothing! i have nothing!! my life will never be the way i want it to be ....