False Trust

• Artist: LoveIsBlue16
• Description: I dedicate this to...my mother. No matter what she does to me or how she treats me, i'm always the one to come back to her with open arms.
  Reader, tell me...why is it that, no matter what happens to me, I always come back?
• Date: 09/30/2008
• Tags: false trust mother

To you, a little speck is all I am in this world.
Who really cares about me this stupid little girl.
I hated how you treated me
and the mind games you'd always play.
To me its mental abuse but you don't see it that way.
Now i'm an adult, yet you still treat me so small
when in all reality, compared to you,
i'm extremely tall.
Who I am, what I do.
I could become famous
but it wouldn't matter to you.
We could give you all the love in the world
but it means nothing.
You'd rather have his "love".
Doesn't our love for you mean something?
The pain inflicted on you is given to us tenfold.
Why give it to us?
You make us afraid to ever get old.
But out of all, the most you hate is me.
No matter what I do...
is there even a way for me to make you happy?
I've come to realize you hate my guts
but you have no courage to say it to me
cause all you want is my false trust.

Comments

[iamnigeliamnigel]

I go through the same thing too. I get where your coming from. There is no turning away from your mother, because no matter what, she is your mother and the bond held between a mother and her daughter can never be broken. I wish I could be free of this bond too, but it just isn't possible. I wish you the best of luck, and I apologize, for I know I was of no help.

[`Zeffy]

I got that it was about your mother before the description. And I don't think that you can help going back, because she's the only mother you'll ever have. Good luck.

[andychesh13]

because love between a mother and daughter is magical it can neverbe broken

[pitifulcreatureofdarkness]

Better than anything. wish my crush would give me attention. he is so nice looking. he's never even talked to me. crying

[ll Wolf_God ll]

because not only is she a great mother but also because you are like a boomerang you always come back in the end...

[19_drops_of_acid]

great writing. I know where your coming from. You cant change your mother, she'll always be the way she is. All you can do is keep being nice to her, and maybe she'll take notice.

[Anika Hansen]

I'm so sorry your mom makes you feel this way. Your children should come first in your heart. Very good! Thank you for sharing your feelings 5/5