• this was it
    i was dying right before your eyes.
    it wasnt your fault
    i couldnt take another day of this hate.
    now standing here, is this my fate?
    to die in front of your caring eyes?
    you know i was tired of the thousands of lies.
    from the many people close to me
    you were the most precious.
    i can see
    the tears well in your brown eyes.
    as the blood flows from my wrists drown to the floor,
    i fall into your arms.
    hoping no harm
    will come your way.
    i slowly closed my eyes
    and you kiss my forehead
    and tell me one last....
    ...................................
    im sorry
    i love you too much to make you cry.
    good bye, my love.
    as i lay dead in your arms,
    i remember hearing you say
    this is not good bye
    and i hear the slice of flesh,
    and the warm blood.
    some how i feel your lips as we drift
    into the land of death.
    so i guess this is not good bye.
    i love you is the last thing he said.