• You'll never quite understand me
    Never know every detail and every thought
    Never imagine my emotions or their intent
    You'll convince yourself that you're right
    You'll assume everything's more than it seems
    But you'll never know the stress slowly building
    Or the constant feelings of regret that you induce
    That your oppression against my beliefs
    Isn't weakening me, but strengthening my internal escape
    Used to block out your rage and give me an inner bliss
    Giving me the feeling that I control my own fate, not you
    Even knowing that ultimately i'm my own person,
    I still am somewhat effected by you're constant rants
    But you'll never understand
    Never be in this position
    Because to you, this is all a matter of control
    When I seem to step out of bounds
    Cross that thin line you call trust
    False suspicions, and assumptions are made
    And i'm forced to isolate myself
    Into a state of mind where I can freely express my feelings
    Without being scolded for something beyond my control
    But soon this all fades, when reality hits hard
    And I realize i'm right back where I started
    Living in my hopes and dreams
    And being resented by you all the same
    Back to the beginning knowing
    You'll never quite understand me