• if i sit here and wait long enough, you will love me eventually.
    i expect you to come to your senses any moment now.
    you proclaim your devotion blind as a bat and i am the dark.
    i let slip out: a sigh...
    one of pure longing.
    i smell your scent and perspire.
    my joints loosen and i am the deer, you are the headlight.
    i am the gysele, you the lion.
    jump. attack. strike now; i'm waiting for you.
    and i wait.
    there can be no answer if the question one wishes to have answered is never asked and what if you never say?
    can't you see what i think? ...you should!

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    sigh, sigh into flesh and you are nothing else but here, now.
    spend your time with me always.
    tear into two imperfect and lovely limbs stinking of rot and shimmering like a stone that says you will always be.
    i wil not eat, i will decay and turn concave until you take me.
    my flesh is not as weak as my spirit alone here, a ghost in a shell.
    paranoia never knowing your answer but petrified as dead wood to inquire.

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    a curious animal. one i have observed intently
    but not treated as if this wasn't here to be said.
    i ignore you and keep this to myself.
    bad, bad.
    i fear you but you mustn't know it.
    curious, curious. you smell my fear.
    you feed off of my vulnerability.
    how i know: your toothy smirk.
    never have i felt so wicked than when i will all your wishes to parallel mine.
    you are for me because of who is you, but you must understand and mirror me or you are at fault.
    damn... damn.
    why? it never works.
    a decent animal.
    an invisible love.
    a nonexistant affair.
    unrequitted, always.