the darkness i hide

• Artist: Hatashi Heart
• Description: i made this song when i was in martial arts i kinda got angry cuz everyone was picking on me and saying i was really awful in ninjutsu so i kinda fazed out and went ballistic beating up a friend a girl i liked and my sensei got hit a couple of times before pinning me down and calming me down , it was a sad moment for me , for i didn't mean to hurt no one
• Date: 08/06/2008
• Tags: darkness pain song

I wake up with a sunshine on my window
i get up and off my bed
i look at the mirror to see what it shows
i see myself the color red
i walk out the door i feel no feelings
my emotions are gone like they are dead
i look at the floor feeling so empty
the black aura caving in my head

i cant think
i cant breathe
i cant see
i cant sleep
something is inside of me
there darkness lying deep beneath
i just sigh
as i try
to believe in these lies
which i always tell my self
when i really do need help
these tears that i shed
everytime i go to bed
scared what is in my head
a darker me
a bigger truth
fearing the day that it gets loose

im sorry that i disapoint you
but who i am cant go away
the truth is that i love you
i never meant to cause you pain
you mean the world and that is the truth
to keep you safe i'll go away

Dont hold me back
you cant hold me down
i slowly look back
i smile but i really frown

i cant think
i cant breathe
i cant see
i cant sleep
something is inside of me
there darkness lying deep beneath
i just sigh
as i try
to believe in these lies
which i always tell my self
when i really do need help
these tears that i shed
everytime i go to bed
scared what is in my head
a darker me
a bigger truth
fearing the day that it gets loose.....

im sorry it had to be this way but its for the best T_^

Comments

[Deadlylight6]

i understand ur point, i also do martial arts. tho not officially??? idk, i learn and teach myself but can be as good as a high belt.^^ but....rather u are good or not, everyone had to have started from nothing, so they really shouldnt have made fun of u...please comment on my writing(s)?

[Asebi]

it's a really good piece of writing. and if they do pick on you, screw them >:[