• My heart shall mourn for the days left so far behind....,
    and the beautiful sun that used to shine in my eyes,
    and it hurts to know i will never see it again.
    i am somewhat new to this curse,
    and it pains and it hurts,
    and it makes your spirit cry..., to know the blood is your life!
    a monster so young...,
    so alone and so weak,
    and they call her a freak.

    they say she is a problem child,
    with anger that is no where near mild,
    instead it is so strong,
    that everthing goes wrong,
    and her depression shall rise,
    untill the day,
    where she hits the wall,
    and screams and sobs!
    she has nobody,
    except the memories of the day,
    that she heard the blood calling, and mocking her to be led astray.

    and while she crys,
    and shuts her eyes,
    and trys to block out the pain,
    she can feel the hunger rise..., and its no suprise..., that she cant push it all away.
    she wears a mask of sorrow,
    and a disguise of mortal ways,
    but if you would look on the inside,
    she isnt the girl that she portays.

    but nobody ever looks inside,
    because they always turn away...,
    besides how can i trust them?
    its a matter of life,
    and death,
    and keeping it to myself keeps me safe!
    so for now i wait,
    for i am the girl that lives the lies.
    and i am the girl who wears the discise,
    and ill alwase be that way,
    and im a vampire...,
    and like that ill ALWAYS stay!!!!
    but im looking for sombody i can tell,
    and sombody who i can love,
    and sombody who can walk with me on this path...,
    but when your this way...,love will never stay...,
    because they die...,
    so for now...,
    i live like a mortal...,
    but just remember..., that is a lie...,
    BECASE THE NIGHT IS MINE!!!!!!!