• What can I say
    You have always been there for me
    Not once have you left me
    Staying by my side for so long

    Now look at you
    Not speaking a word
    Your eyes tell it all
    "I hate you!!!"

    At first I always thought it was a glint in your eye
    Then I noticed the annoyance always in your voice
    I ignored the rumors that came from you
    Senior year I excused you from the bruises you caused

    Nights I stayed in the hospital
    Praying that you would love me
    Never to have that happen
    Yet maybe this is love
    love and hate in one

    Look at me now
    Once a beauty among everyone
    lying in my own puddle of blood
    daring myself to sleep forever
    With your laughter ringing in my ears

    "I love to hate you"
    are the words i hear
    i took my last breath
    And smiled into eternal death