• I try to make myself look better,
    everyone says I just seem worse.
    Hiding sadness,
    that follows their quotes,
    or has it been there all along?
    People say,
    I look different from the rest,
    the only reason I am not gone,
    is because I need something to hold onto.
    Some people say,
    that I just walk around,
    un-efected by the day to day seen.
    Are they correct?
    I wonder through the streets,
    not paying attention to people or buildings,
    but to what holds me all together.
    I don't care about fashion,
    I don't care about guys,
    I care about art work,
    and whats inside.
    They say I have gone nuts,
    but I say I am better then that.
    They say that when I take walks along the river,
    I look almost lost.
    Sketching what the water,
    fish,
    and colors look like.
    People say things.
    Are they really true, though?