• my own illusion
    Waiting

    Searching

    Hoping


    I’m not sure what to do

    I’m stuck in one place

    Putting everything on hold


    I’m scared

    I’m lost

    I thought I knew


    But I don’t have the slightest clue

    My bodies in pain

    My mind is restless


    I can’t sleep

    My dreams are becoming reality

    My fear I have to realize


    Is staring me

    Dead in the eyes

    I sit in a single spot


    Knowing

    Waiting is my specialty

    I wish to cry


    No

    I need to cry

    I thought all this time


    I wasn’t being selfish

    That all I did was for others

    I never saw


    What a fool I could be

    I never saw my reflection

    Everything was the illusion


    I’d give anything

    To turn back the arms of time

    It will never happen


    I was a puppet of my illusion

    I never noticed it

    I saw right threw it


    All I want is to help

    All I need is a smile

    And what I wish


    Is to

    Never fall for my own illusion