• I try and i try
    but no matter what
    its seams im about to cry
    why can't i make it up there
    to my faimly aprovel

    why do i even bother
    some times i think theres
    NO meaning to life
    so if i killed my self with a knife
    nothen will happen
    no what about my friends
    what will become of them
    would the miss me
    i do not want to find
    for the time being
    ill keep the life i have
    for now