• The years have changed me.
    Made me someonelse.
    I am no longer the naive, gullible, girl I was before.
    I'd let the wrong people in,
    And they tore my whole world down.
    "Liars..."
    The word ringing through the empty room.
    I listened to my own echo, in pure silence.
    Words meant nothing.
    More lies told to keep me with you.
    To make me, believe I was important.
    Words were monsters.
    Shadows of the truth that could never reach me.
    I am wondering how long we can fake these smiles.
    Im running out of question and awnsers,
    And, you only know the awnsers to the questions Im not asking,
    "Which people are we today?"
    I hope that one day I won't flinch at the sound of your name,
    Before, none of this matterd,
    If you know me so well why didn't you see this coming?
    You have yet to learn from your mistakes,
    Im just another one to add to the list,
    Another slap in the face,
    Another rainy day,
    My world's coming down
    My fears are pretending to be monsters,
    You were aiming to high,
    And I was tripping over invisable cracks,
    A fake smile out the door,
    Oh,
    How they love you,
    But they don't know you like I know you,
    They don't know you at all,
    No flaws when you're pretending,
    "I just came to say goodbye.."
    More smiles,
    Fake as the diamond on her ring,
    "Im fine..."
    But, that was just a lie,
    A hero who couldn't save me,
    A smile in exchange for a lie,
    Feel so alone,
    Giving up is my way,
    Solitary smile,
    And a subtle farewell
    Wrap me in your wonderous lies,
    For they will shield me from the cold,
    On this,
    My last night.