no trust

• Artist: i Z E B R A
• Description: this means a ton to me. well first off i wrote this at like 3am because that is the only time i can think properly. this was for one of my best buddy. who held it in. now the "is" is a "was".
  R.I.P to by bffl kaylie
  
  i no its long but plz read it
  and comment
  thanx
• Date: 12/17/2008
• Tags: trust

i know there is just some part of you, waiting to burst out

who in your life right now can you trust?
no one.
i know you can trust me.
i know i can trust myself with your secrets.
so trust me
trust.
you need to trust somebody.
or you will burst.
i can see it in your shallow blue eyes.
you have no one in your life to trust.
but me.
but you cant let your secrets go.
but you have to.
you have to.
or you will burst.
you heart will.
when you are filled with
sorrow
regret
untrustworthiness
forgottenness
shame
you cant just forget about it
they build up.
like blocks.
they cant go to far up
without falling
down
down
down.
you have to let it
out
out
out.
or you will fall.
when you hold them in
they go straight to your
heart.
when you keep
adding more
and more
and more.
your heart gets more
and more
filled.
until it gets to heavy,
it breaks.
and you burst.

my dear,
your heart must have been filled
over
the
top.
how could you do this to me?
how could you do this to them?
your friends
my friends.
but most of all
me.
all those people
you didnt trust
but i was there
maybe you just didnt want to
trust anybody.
did you want to go?
leave your life?
your me?
your him?
overall it wasnt your fault.
it wasnt mine
either
or his
or theirs.
did you want this?
you could have told me.
you said you trusted me
with all your secrets.
i guess you missed
a few...
a bunch...

you cant re-do
what was done.
i wish you could.
we would be together
like always.
smiling together
laughing
giggling
enjoying
loving
living.
but you, cant do any of those
ever
again.

goodbye for ever
goodbye for now
goodbye until i see you again
i dont blame you.
.

~limegreenzebra

Comments

[courtneybabie]

i usually wouldn't read something that long but it was so worth it it was amazing and it had real meening 2 me

[Broken_Guardian-Auron-]

Wow, I haven't read anything like it and I really like it and it sound pretty sad and it's very touching 5/5, I wrote some poems too, but most of them are very short, so if your interested, just look them up.