The One to Destroy

• Artist: starlight_of_ur_heart
• Description: something i wrote in a fit of depression
  
  since writing is not generally my thing
  (i draw)
  i felt the need to make it visually different...
  sorry to those who think it takes away from it
  but i have to satisfy my artistic needs or else i would fret...
• Date: 12/25/2008
• Tags: destroy depression sadness

I am the one to be played

with my heart

with my mind

with my body

with my spirit

with my sanity



i am the one who people make to look stupid
even when i am right
my workds are made insignificant
my point was a ridiculous one
i am not stupid!
why must you make me feel like i am ?


I am the one people think will be physical
even when i state my respect fo myself
my body is just seen
my actions die on thier eyes
i am not a slut
why must you treat me so?


i am the one people fake for
even when i think what we have is real
my thoughts are crushed
my memories tainted
ia m a feeling human too!
why must you turn me to stone?

I am the one people blame
even when i am innocent
my statements are unnoticed
my facts are brushed aside
i am not a bad person!
why must you make me feel like one?

I am the one people use
even when they promise not to
my heart is torn to pieces
my sanity is fraying
i am not your toy!
why must you cast me aside like an old one?

I am the one people ignore
Even when i have something interesting to say
my presence is non-existant
my tears go unseen
i am not a dull person!
why must you make me feel unwanted?

listen to my cries!
can't you see my tears?!
i try my hardest!
Is my real self not good enough?
Is my face all that is seen?
Are my qualities not to your satisfaction?!
Why must i be shot down?
Why must i be the one to fall?

I am but a toy
a toy to be played
see my hardened face?
forever a fake smile
see my hollow body?
move me as you wish
see my sealed mouth?
forever silent
See my naked form?
dress me as you wish
See what you have done?

Comments

[starlight_of_ur_heart]

thank you so much
i am not always depressed but i am the friend of a beauty so i understand what its like to be used to get to someone else
and i will ^__^

[Arc En Licorne]

wow this is amazing im usually depressed & i understand wat ur talking about plz look @ my poetry 5/5

[starlight_of_ur_heart]

i shall!! thank you very much!!!

[Nitrogen4422]

amazing 5/5 check out some of my poetry

[starlight_of_ur_heart]

why thank you!
<3
it's the basic story of how things usually go for me
so i am glad i am not the only one!

[Rebellious Mastermind]

wow
i really like that
its very good
and everyone has most likely felt,
or will feel,
similar to this.
So trust me,
you will never be alone.