• If I fell, would I cry?
    If I bled, why won't I die?
    Terrors screaming in my head
    For them there'll never be an end.

    A dead end in all I know
    It's hard to tell friends from foes.
    No tears leaking from my eyes
    No point at all to even try.

    Constant fighting that won't stop
    The darkness that has always been locked
    What if it took control of me?
    It'll never stop, theres no getting free

    Screaming out with a heavy heart
    Sinking deeper into the dark
    Calling out for help without a voice
    Nothing left to do, there is no choice

    Someone stops and sees my tears
    They offer me a ride
    After he lent an ear
    He became my guide

    Darkness seemed to turn to light
    I always had a smile
    He was like a star shining bright
    An addidote vile

    I wake up alone
    Where did he go?
    I call his phone
    Nobodys home

    Once again the darkness comes
    laughing in my face
    It hits me like banging drums
    All happiness gone without a trace

    Who was the man who saved me?
    Was I really saved?
    No, I know that cannot be
    For the darkness is more misbehaved

    I shouldn't have been in this world
    I know it was a mistake
    Just some lonely little girl
    That should go missing without a trace

    There is no such thing as love
    I've never seen proof before
    There is nothing in the future above
    There is no such cure

    Forever I'll be trapped
    Being tortured in my mind
    I can try any crap
    It's something nobody can find

    I'll take my sketchbook and disappear
    Nobody has to know
    The story of this my life before
    Where everybodys a foe.