• My life consists of a line of torture,
    sadness. paining. darkness.
    Together, though, we got rid of them,
    screaming. laughing. crying?
    Just us two, wanting for a future,
    days. weeks. months.
    Finally an opportunity rises for hem (him),
    leaving. promising. hoping.
    Coming back after some time to see me,
    smiling. forgetting. crying.
    setting those things to stay alive these terrible traps,
    obeying. shaking. bleeding?
    You lay there coldly and lifelessly,
    begging. praying. solving?
    I had to survive and you had some maps,
    leading. following. finding.
    A house I found, a place to stay,
    smile. hope. realize?
    I shall finish out your life, I don't need to exist ,
    changing. acting. hating.
    I must become you, my true self set to stray,
    leaving. becoming. despising?
    Did this have to happen, why did I not resist,
    wondering. thinking. falling?
    Fourteen years or so it has been,
    longing. wanting. crying?
    I wanted out this entire time,
    planning. running. failing.
    I have been trapped forever but never truly seen,
    hiding. concealing. crying?
    I'm scared to say I lost me in rhyme,
    falling. losing. crying?
    I wish I could have avoided this fate,
    sorrowful. regretful. cheerful?
    I can pretend to hate you all, but for how long,
    hating. threatening. crying?
    I must hate who I have hidden on the inside at this rate,
    fighting. forgiving. fleeing.
    I thought I had lost my true self, but I was wrong,
    caring. smiling. wanting.
    Would you help me find my way,
    straying. telling. fearing.
    Will they forgive me,
    loathing. shaming. banishing.
    Maybe I will just leave, go away,
    leaving. wandering. missing.
    The memories of all your faces I will always be forced to see.
    crying? crying. crying!
    "Can I stay with you?"
    apologizing. believing. forgiving.
    "I will always love you all forever."
    Living. loving. Lying?
    Still I must follow your orders and see what is new,
    pleading. obeying. revival?
    Can you forgive me for this evil endeavor?
    Lying. dieing. crying!