• He shackled me with feelings,
    He made it so I bleed.
    He put a heart in a crevice
    Where none should ever be.
    He gave me a life to live out
    One with a destiny.
    It’s hard to do without a doubt
    But show me some mercy.
    I am tortured by emotions
    I’ve been chained up to a wall.
    Yeah I’m beaten by devotion
    To those who let me fall.
    Its long I’ve been falling now
    Withering with pain.
    So long struck with delirium
    That it’s become my name.
    My vision is now blurry
    People’s faces are unclear.
    My eyesight’s 20-20
    It’s just that I don’t care.
    I’ve been thinking for so long
    But now I’ve seen the light.
    It’s not about correcting my mistakes
    But giving up the fight.

    I lost it all finally now,
    I have been set free.
    But how am I to live my life
    With a ball and chain on me.
    I cast out all my feelings
    And finally put my mind to rest.
    But when I cut my heart out
    I made a huge hole in my chest.
    So this is being alone huh,
    I wanted this so bad?
    This pain is beyond measure,
    The worst I’ve ever had.
    If god is truly out there
    Why does he hate me so?
    There is much that still needs answered.
    There is a lot I need to know.