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I am a fourteen year old female, and my eightteen year old sister is preg. I have ADHD and ADD and as well take prozac, I'm out of my pills and have no money to get more. My mom can't keep up with the morgage, and my 2 littel sisters are mopey, because my 18 year old sister got kicked out wahmbulance of our house because she won;t get an abortion and I am against it!! We have 5 cats and 2 dogs and we can barley feed them, my mom's husband is cheating on her and has 4 kids 3 with one x wife and 1 withe the other scream We live in a tri- leveled house, and its half painted the stairs are just boerds and the carpet is all dirty. I love to read, I love math as well, but for the reading part I can't affored books and I can't get a libray card etheir. My mom is an account executive, a loun offiser and works at the post office at night, I hardly get to see her let alone spend any time with her, I miss her, her husband is an loun officer as well- he dosen't get much done. We don't have much food because 18 kids are running in and out all week. My mom looks, talks and feels very deeply depressed, and very gloomy all the time. I hate her husband he's a jerk, he gambles, cheats and is realy mean to us, I always fight with him so I am allways grounded. I got arrested 4 times, 2 for running a way, 1 for theft and 1 for cufew, it's realy hard on my mother. We don't get any child support because i don't Know who my real dad is- evil never met him and can't find him,, his name is ali khan, he's mexican and my mom is itallian. My 18 year old sister got raped by her own father at age 3 and she keeps denying it, her step mom is a real peast and my sister won't talk to her father any more. She has 14 other brothers and sisters all around and I have 18 - I don't know them all, I have loving friends all around me, but they don't know whats realy going on. I hate my life I just wish I could sleep forever, I don't know how to help pmy mother in any way, but what
I do is love her alot. heart heart heart heart heart heart
- by i-luvz-vampierz |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 02/23/2009 |
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- Title: All around me
- Artist: i-luvz-vampierz
- Description: Deprssing - my sich
- Date: 02/23/2009
- Tags: around
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Comments (3 Comments)
- KimixKupkake - 05/16/2009
- awww so sad
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- midnight-death-scream10 - 02/27/2009
- i cried when i read it
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- johndekool - 02/24/2009
- That's sad! i wish i could help you in someway! i'm praying for you!
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