• a sad september is when u left. alone you left me.
    u locked up not far but out of reach.
    all i had were our happy and romantic memories of the past.
    you...gone for six months. i didnt think i would be able to survive.
    i counted the days.
    the weeks.
    the months.
    one day in schoo,l on an amazing march day, i receive a text for you saying ur back and u wanted to see me.
    my heart flew.
    i cryed for hours.
    the nxy day i went and saw you.
    asleep you were and gently i awakened you.
    only to see your welcoming smile.
    i had to leave 5 minutes later and with a regreted thought to not kiss you i was on my way.
    5 days gone and you still havent contacted me.
    you dont even try.
    no word of my love.
    i attempt to call you but your never home.
    your always gone.
    now i sit here.
    staring at my phone wishing every second it would ring with ur ringtone.
    but it doesnt....
    its over....
    my heart bleeds for you but you dont understand that.
    i wish you only knew.... crying