• They think that I don't cry,
    So I musn't feel the pain,
    They think my sky is always sunny,
    And always without the rain.

    They think 'cause I don't slit my wrists,
    The darkness isn't in me,
    But everyday it grows more and more,
    Even though they cannot see.

    Before I go to school,
    I put my smile in place,
    I don't want them to see what I really feel,
    So I carefully arrange my face.

    I'll mess with friends and laugh,
    Pretend to have some fun,
    But will they ever really see,
    The clouds blocking my sun.

    It's alone at night I cry,
    And drown in my pain,
    The black emptiness inside me,
    It's driving me insane.

    Just that one mistake,
    Changed my life for good,
    Now I pay in misery and scars,
    And lots and lots of blood.

    I go with my facade,
    Day and night, day and night,
    But one day it became to much,
    And I walked towards the light.

    I thought that it was best,
    The right thing to do,
    And I wondered if I was to go away for good,
    Would others join me too?

    Ofcourse not! That's just silly,
    Would they even care?
    I bet they wouldn't notice,
    I wasn't even there.

    And with those as my final thoughts,
    I stepped onto the chair,
    Placed the rope around my neck,
    Took my last breath of air.

    I stepped into the empty space,
    And fell towards the ground,
    At last there was no more pain,
    Peace I finally found.