• i wish you were here as i said my last harah
    i wish you could have held me close as i lay there dying
    i wish you could have convinced me not to make this final sin

    but you couldnt
    you couldnt stop me
    you couldnt save me
    my living wasnt choice
    but my death is


    i dont wish you pain for what ive done
    and im sorry for the pain this might cause you
    but your better off one day waking up me dead
    than one day waking up and regretting our friendship

    im sorry that all your trying was for not
    but believe me when i say these final words
    to me your not a friend
    your so much more
    to the world you may mean nothing
    but one day theyll see you for who you truly are
    someone who tried to save me but never could
    im sorry
    goodbye and goodnight