• The black machination's noise surrounds me with the dirty people by now
    Hatred, Resentment and Despair
    Suck the chaotic reality and meaninglessness until my blood dies.
    Cannot disturb me anymore...

    No one will save me
    I'll be squashed
    Drowned in agony
    I want to kill myself, I want to die.

    Despise me
    Can you see the truth?
    All you're gonna do is just give me one of those sad looks, right?
    I'm at the bottom of the pain
    I want to kill myself, I want to die.

    The cold rain is my tears.
    The rain falls on my all scars
    What am I?
    Why can I not get away from here?
    Look at me die on the floor...

    You'll never understand.
    You're just twisted inside out.
    You think you're most important.
    Even though you're fine with hurting other people.
    Yeah, so just keep on laughing like always.
    Keep holding on to your fake hypocrite self.
    Nothing will settle it.
    See, you're just a good example.

    Can't find it...
    Can't find it...

    The rain cold is my tears
    The rain falls on my all scars
    What am I?
    Why can I not get away from here?
    Look at me die in your arms...

    I can't find it.
    I can't reveal it.
    Tell me the reason to live on...

    Under the blade's embrace.
    Under the lie's sweet words.
    I hate myself and want to die...

    Under the drugs influence.
    Under the full moon's kiss.
    I hate myself and want to die.