Every Days Like A Nightmare...

• Artist: XxSinful_SuicidexX
• Description: This poem describes my feelings, and I am sure that hundreds of other people feel the same way. I hope one of those people will read this.
• Date: 04/10/2009
• Tags: every like nightmare hello fake

I see the faces smiling at me
They are not real, they all look so slimy to me
They are so "normal" that they make me sick
Being here is worse than being hit by a brick
Why do they keep flashing fake smiles at me?
Feels like I commited great crimes, you see
I'm bleeding inside, more and more, oh, my poor, broken heart
When it was whole it could sing like a harp...
I walk home, I hear a voice
Now once more I have to make a choice
To run, or to hide? Or to face them?
I know I disgrace them...
Too late, they are here, I can hear them shout...
"You slut, you don't belong here, goths should die,just like you, yeah, you should die... I will kill you myself, you brat, who do you think you are? Walking here, walking near our street, you should keep away from us, we don't want to catch a disease or something... Yeah, why don't you talk? Why don't you say something? HELLO? Are you in there? Talk! Say something, b*tch!"
Like that everyday, everyday of my life
I often wish that I was still five...
This mental disease will destroy me
My friends will betray me
Music will no longer save me...
And all I can hope for is death,
And wait for the end
Black is my trend
My soul is weeping
While I am sweeping
The tears away,
All day, every day.

Comments

[xXimage_of_chaosXx]

wow....i could relate to this but i am more emo than goth.....the world is like a jungle we have to live thro it.....5/5

[Onion Princess]

that is sooo sad am not goth but I feel that kinda of pain at school so I think am able to undear stand your poem its quit sad

[Call Me Biskey]

Wow, you have caught me when the people were yelling, I face that same thing everyday, people treating me like a disease and how it just eats me alive; very nicely done, I'm glad that you wrote this, hopefully people will understand that this isn't something to laugh at because people feel like they can't say anything about it and their just that way.