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    why does it have to be so
    why can't you see
    by those simple words
    that you have whispered into the night
    ends up hurting me so
    don't you know
    those words that you spoke
    still leave me with doubts in my head
    while i try to hide the fact
    that it hurts so
    "i might have a girlfriend"
    where the words you spoke
    can't you see
    or do i have to give up everything
    for you to see
    that these words hurt me so
    "i have to get to know her better"
    but my dear
    don't you know me well enough?
    i guess not
    for if you do
    then you would have known
    these feelings i try to hide
    am i not pretty?
    whats wrong
    why don't you know
    that all along
    in a place
    at a time
    it just happened to be so
    i had this burning desire
    far too great to notice
    that this person with whom you spoke of
    it could have just so happen to be me
    call me a fool
    for believing in this
    and then finding out
    that its not so
    so here i am
    writing these sad moments
    where my heart could cry out
    for i have nothing to fear
    of you ever reading this
    and if someday you do
    then heres something
    that you have always been blind to
    "i might have a boyfriend"
    and someday i just hope
    that this boyfriend could be you