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laughter, tears, pain all are my life
and day by day i continue on
that piece of steel that hides under my mattress at night
that hard piece of metal calling to me
the gentle rush that calmes me
as i hold this inanimate object in my hand
no matter how inanimate i seek solace in it's warmth
the warmth thats only there when the blades
covered with my blood
and marks begins to form on my wrist
shivers run dowm my spin
when cold meet warm
when the pain slows to a dull throb
that makes me feel more alive than i
ever dreamed, imagined or belived possible
they call it self-mutilation
i call it my best friend
my healer
addicted is what ive become
because this piece of steel
is the only thing that makes me feel
the numbness creeps away
allowing my heart to beat like it should
cutting when all else fails
it may be wrong to you or to those other than me
others make ti complicated
but it really comes down to
me, my blade, and that invisible throbbig heartbeat
that i wish was gone
finally ready to push over the edge
the steel enters my chest
the bottle empty in my hand
from the fist attempted suicide
but this isnt attempted
this is me taking my own life.
- by foreverblue200 |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 05/20/2009 |
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- Title: Relief
- Artist: foreverblue200
- Description: umm so basicly cutting and suicide.a bit long.commets would be nice.
- Date: 05/20/2009
- Tags: suicide cutting poetry
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- lover124 pop - 05/23/2009
- nice peom cute too i am lover124poop text me whw u get a chance
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- vv7722 - 05/23/2009
- Oh wonderful. This is the most encouraging poem I've ever heard.
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