tangled

• Artist: WorIds
• Description: an old poem.wrote it to explain(a little bit anyways)how helpless i felt going around in a vicious cycle that was controlled by a depedency on self-mutilation
  and depression.it's still a cycle i go through..but not like 4.it's not to the same xtremes as it was at last year.i've sucesfuly gone 8 mnths w/o self-mutilating.i just wnt to say to nyone that self-mutilates,u can hlp urself without pro. hlp i did and so can u.don't give up faith ur not trapped and ur not helpless.i promise
• Date: 05/26/2009
• Tags: tangled

Bleeding,burning,trapped and spinning,
my life is losing
my depression's winning.
How to rewind what can't be reversed?
It's so hard to do
'cause you must stop it first.
I'm stuck in a hell where I'm tangled in web after web,
my thoughts are all swirling,twirling and it hurts to live.
Only self-mutilation can make life's pain ebb,
and weather away as it turns into dust.
Only for a while though,'cause then I can't tell,
for there's only one person I truly can trust,
but he can never know,'cause he cares too much.
My stupid addiction will put me through hell.
For now depression chains me down to a block of concrete
and consumes my life quickly
from my head to my feet
I can't see the sun,now it burns my pale skin
so now I sit in shadows,and my darkness within.
And i'll shed a few tears every once in a while...
to sadness,I've given in.
And now it's too hard to even fake a smile.
Life's tangled up this once happy girl.
and made her a zombie,dead but still painfully alive.
Shattered her heart and with them,
stabbed her right through.
I'm tangled in depression,self-mutilation and lies
I'm trapped now you see...
there's nothing much to do.

Comments

[WorIds]

thank you very much...most ppl seem to think this is all a fake but i have the scars to show different.i'm glad you guys enjoyed my poem

[xXDark_ImprisonmentXx]

Though self-mutilation is not big in my book, I support what you went through, and I am glad to see you prevailed, and that your depression has not gotten the better of you! Great Job...

[inoue1891]

It rhymes really well... ^.~