• I can’t forget what I thought we had

    This bugging nerve never leaving me
    Housing the feelings that won’t go away
    Out of my head half of the time
    Understanding that it will never be the same
    Got hope it will, even though I know it won’t
    Having to hide my real feelings from you
    Thinking what I could have done to keep it the same

    Will never truly understand
    Every time I see you I bleed a little more

    Having my feelings on the tip of my tongue never saying a word
    Always looking at you seeing how happy you are
    Don’t want ruin your happiness, at the cost of my own

    Sometimes failing to keep the tears in
    Out in the world without you
    Missing your touch, the loving embrace which I thought was real
    Every little thing you do
    Tears wanting to pass
    Heart pounding when I see you
    I thought you had actually cared for me
    Now knowing I was wrong and stupid
    Got to try to sew back together the shattered pieces you left behind