• Why do I feel as if I'm this hallow shell of nothingness destined to wander the earth for all eternity... waiting... searching... hoping to catch the slightest glimpse of a reason for my existence. But alas I doubt such a time will ever come. I've lost count of how many days I've been alone now. Maybe that's my reason for existence, to find someone who I can trust, someone who I can hold onto and never let go. My life is like an inferno and everyone tries to help but all they do is make it worse... it's like trying to put out a fire with gasoline it only feeds the fire helping it to grow and spread until it has nothing left to burn so all it can do is die out... Maybe one day my search will end, it could be today, it could be tomorrow... until then all I can do is wander the earth for all eternity... waiting... searching... and hoping to catch the slightest glimpse...