• Ribbons tie around my neck when i try to talk to him. I can't walk or talk frog in my thoart, my legs are pudding. I fall when i see him i can't stay and talk ownly run and cry.

    When he smilies at me i lose my brain, and run away. He trys to talk i can't talk, i can't hear i'm lost in his eyes as blue as the sky. Someone talks to me it's Zach i think and once again i run away.

    I see his face and i get the chills a the thought of life with out him. I know he wants her not me but i can't help but wonder what she has that i don't. Why her not me?

    We are friends and i belive thats all we can be, we joke around, push and shove, I look at his happiness and knows it's true blue happiness. He looks at mine and knows it's fake he doesn't know how or why just that it is.

    If only he knew, if only, if only.