• The blood in my veins stings against the vessel walls
    My eyes gloss over to the blackness beyond
    I smell the sweetness of the kill beneath my hands
    I hear a voice calling for me
    My stomach turns with the aching hunger within
    My lips cold against the skin I hold
    My mind screams with torment with every second that sweeps by
    It begs and begs to finish this quest
    My hands grasp tightly against the skin beneath me
    I'm torn between my choice and my obligation
    My body aches, my eyes lose focus
    Let it take me, let me lose myself in this ecstasy
    The warmth against my skin pierces like fiery knives
    'hush' I whisper to my raving madness
    Slowly I lower my walls and release the tension within me
    The feeling sends me into a state of ecstasy
    I'm wild with the innate instincts of my nature
    Slowly I pull myself away, life still pulses beneath me
    I breath deeply feeling the deep seated satisfaction
    I stand gently as not to lose the feeling
    Scared on the inside, you will not accept me for who I am
    With every breath we take, you understand my pain
    Tables turn, my life is in your hands
    To give you what you need I sacrifice so simply
    The fullness of our hunger does not equal the satisfaction of our
    souls
    I found the key to survive this life of a curse and blessing
    Thank you my love