• i am drowning in my misery
    dont stop just cry alone
    and when i find myself hiding in mistakes
    nothing lets me go
    silent screaming searching pain
    and ignorant ambiguation
    agonizing regretful
    memiors of a time
    when my broken bloody quiet lips
    feel beautiful once more
    but...
    my silent secrets are screeching in my ears
    the negative illusions
    and acid tears
    my life
    is an invisible emergency