Inside is madness

• Artist: Just-IZ The Everliving
• Description:
• Date: 08/09/2009
• Tags: inside madness

Sitting at the edge of an endless sunset
Feeling my addiction,
The loving of the thought of love
But only knowing that true kiss once.
The feeling that can be known,
That is sometimes understood,
But rarely explained in a way that our logic
Itself is understood.
I stare into the joyful depth of my past
And a tear falling from my flesh
Brings me back to the now.
The realization of my true feelings
And the coldness I feel within
Is slowly killing me,
But I won’t die.
I get tired of being angry
Not allowing the expression to slip,
I get sick from this sadness
Not able to cry the pain out loud.
In this I write
And burn down the foe wall of sanity
And letting you see inside is madness.

Comments

[Just-IZ The Everliving]

i was depressed for a while and still putting up a front as if i was fine and after a while of not crying i found it hard to cry when i realy wanted to and i couldnt express myself to my friends so well all they see is a crazy fun kid but sometimes im actualy dieing inside to run away but this feeling i found out is kinda common and its just about how you actualy deal with these emotions ensted of how you run from