• "Do you want me to suffer?", I yell in their faces,
    The faces of everyone I've ever known,
    Everyone that's ever caused me any pain,
    "Do you enjoy it when I cry!", I accuse,
    It's not a question,
    It's a statement,
    "Is this what you want?", I yell and take a slice at my chest,
    "Is this what you've wanted from me all alone?
    To see me suffer for your mistakes, Father.
    Cause that's all you shove in my face,
    What you've done,
    What I haven't.", another slice, this one deeper,
    "Is this what you want? Blood shed? Cause I can give you that.", I bring the knife to my throat,
    "I have nothing for you. Nothing you want. I'm just a failure in your eyes. That's all you'll see me as, ever. A failure!
    A nothing! I can never be good enough for you.", I make another cut into my flesh.
    Another,
    Another,
    And another,
    "I'll just stand here and shower you with my blood! Will that make you happy? To know I've finally been defeated by your
    words. The ones you've never spoken. You don't want me here. I am a nothing. Everyone and everything I've ever loved
    turns on me. I have nothing. Is this what you want?" I take another slice, "For me to suffer?"
    As I lose my life all I can do is laugh,
    Laugh in the faces of everyone I've ever known.