• Feeding this addiction
    Fueling the monster within
    Heart beats harder
    Breathing deepens
    Veins a pulsing
    Blood a surging
    My vision blurs
    My mind is murky
    All from feeding this addiction
    All from fueling the monster within
    Sight narrows
    Focus deepens
    Fists clench
    Muscles tighten
    Senses heighten
    Thoughts darken
    What is this addiction?
    What is this monster?
    Rage builds within
    Fueled by the roar of aggression
    Losing control
    Submitting to the feeling
    The Addiction is winning
    The monster is succeeding
    Becoming this addiction
    Becoming this monster
    What have I done?
    What shall I do?
    Hope is lost
    I’m no longer the same