• I get up again, and look at my empty room. That void feeling, irresistible doom. I go to the bathroom, wash up my face. Reminded once again, how I look like a disgrace. Take a bath, and then get dry. To think how I'm alone, and then wonder why. Pick out my cloths, and get myself dressed. Thinking of the day, an thoughts un-confessed. I grab some coffee, and look across the table that's chilled. Stare at the empty chair, and wish that it was filled. I just stare for a moment, and a moment again. Just wishing to have someone, for no one has been...
    ...Been a friend, or a loved one. Spiritual mother, father, daughter, or son.
    I get up to end the moment, grab my toast and walk outside. Wishing that there was a place, one place that I could hide. The bus comes again, and I take my seat. I sit alone again, with no one to meet. School again, and the shame pours down. The constant staring, makes me do nothing but frown. They act like I'm a monster, when I'm a shell of a man. They don't even try to make me smile, I'm starting to doubt one can. I take my notes, do as I am told. But I don't dare to look up, and show how my eyes are so bold. I pick at my lunch, at my own large table. I personally think that my isolation, deserves its very own label. My stomach is full, but I'm hungry inside. The loneliness gets deeper, like the tears that I've cried. A few more classes, and the school day is done. But still on the ride home, I'm missing someone. At home again, I finish my work. But I'm still unhappy, without even a smirk. Apathetic for tomorrow, and sorry for today. A life without passion, and only dismay. Eat dinner watching the news, but don't even care to listen. Nothing said about the days, can make my eyes glisten. I clean the dishes, and wash all my clothing. I think about the day, and welcome the loathing. I go to the bathroom, and get ready for bed. I turn out the lights, then rest my head...
    ...And I always have a time, where I feel most isolated. Where I feel so alone, instead of loved, rather hated. I always have that moment, and it chills me to my bone. Every day I wake up, and I am still Alone.