• This pain.
    It burns my skin,
    My mind,
    My heart.
    It leaves a scar
    Deep inside me.

    I can't live with it,
    Yet I can't live without it.
    Nothing makes sense anymore.
    I feel like I'm falling,
    Falling constantly into darkness.

    Dear God,
    Why have you given me this gift?
    This curse?
    The power to give and feel love...
    It tears me so easily!
    So delicate am I,
    For this emotion has power over my soul.

    No more!
    I can't take this constant pain!
    The persistant tugging of my heart
    Every time I see you!
    Every time I think of you...
    It makes me want to cry.
    Cry til there is no more salty liquid left.
    Cry til my heart stops beating and lies next to yours...