• When she walks by
    I realize...
    That i am alone
    Alone....
    Shall i be forever?
    Can I ever find someone?
    I could have been happy forever
    But i blew that chance

    How could i have not seen it?
    I didnt understand what i was feeling
    And so i ran from it

    How many have done that?
    Ran when they didnt understand something?

    You know it doesnt matter
    I could have been the different one

    Instead I hurt a poor girl
    And suffer for my mistake i always i will
    Because being alone seems to be my future

    Maybe she will read this and understand
    Maybe she will read this and think im pathetic

    It doesn't matter
    S blew my chance
    Now maybe she can find somone better
    This is the only reprieve i am offered for my actions