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dearest mother,
i was a child that once brought pain,
you had to scream my name again and again,
i fought so hard for your attention,
but not always with good intentions,
you had only so much love to give,
i wanted some myself,
to have my sisters be happy and not me,
i felt that i was not family,
i was treated like a house pet,
the kind you could hit,
i was left alone with only dolls to play with,
they were my friends for some time,
when i made a real friend she was taken from me,
by matters wich i wont discus because it is privite,
writing this wont change a thing but it will make me fell better,
wasting my time waiting for a cold hearted mothers love,
i grew cold myself,
i could no longer find what love was,
or how it felt to have it,
the leasons of your past tought me well enough,
for reasons untold you hated me,
when i become a mother the past may sting a bit,
then ill remember that i stood up against the cold,
i found true love and it is bold,
it has guided me this far,
i shall go farther,
i will not fear to love a child that has caused me pain,
but imbrace my child the way i wished you would,
my family will live on but yours will fall away,
would you love me now knowing i have surpassed you,
or will you hate me more for finding what you could not,
watching you suffer i sink into the backround,
now you know my feelings,
i should not be back,
no matter if you scream my name,
over and over again.
- by larryslover |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 05/08/2010 |
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- Title: dearest mother
- Artist: larryslover
- Description: a poem about me and my mother it is her mothers day poem
- Date: 05/08/2010
- Tags: dearest mother
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